My mom works wonders

Well Beige's dad finally called. He wanted to get in touch with me. WHY???? Well, my mom happened to have called his family and made some threats here and there. Boy did they work!! HAHA. He was sooo scared of what my mother would do. He still doesn't want to get married but he does want to be there for Beige. He doesn't want Beige to hate him for the rest of his life. I think that's bull****! Right now he would say anything to save himself from trouble.

I hope that now he will take this serious. I don't want to marry him either because she's not worth it. He loves women too much. Well, just one thing from them. I hope he regrets being an idiot. I don't want to be with someone who doesn't respect me or loves me. Marriages don't work that way. Truth is I don't see myself married. I know my mommy wants to see me married and have a great job with lots of money, but she needs to get real. I know she wants the best for me but what she's trying to do is not right.

Now that Dorko is trying to be there for Beige, he's going to have to play by my rules. I have to stay strong for my baby, even if I have to be the biggest bitch ever. Watch out Dorko, you are going to have to be a MAN for the first time in your life.

My lazy little one

Well, yesterday I had another sort of painful ultrasound. Are ultrasounds supposed to be painful?? I guess it started hurting when Beige wouldn't cooperate with the technician. I was in there for an hour. The technician was getting desperate. She kept trying to measure him but he wouldn't wake up. She would giggle my tummy and nothing. Why is Beige so STUBBORN??? I'm thinking he's going to be exactly like his mommy.

Why the name Beige?? Well, ti-ti Tosha named him Beige. It just popped out of nowhere. Ever since then we have been calling him Beige. We are still trying to figure out what name would be best for my bundle of joy. One of the names Tosha and I came up with was "Wilwaketosha". Whatever the name, I hope my little bundle is healthy. He better be!!! He has been making me sick ever since he was conceived. I had awful morning sickness. I would throw up anywhere from 7-14 times a day. I couldn't even eat chocolate. The one thing I loved the most and I couldn't eat it. The smell of it would make me throw up. Now, twenty weeks after, I'm feeling like I'm going to pass out. Great!!! It keeps getting worse as time passes. I wonder what will happen in my third trimester???